A normal person sleeps at this hour (1:43 AM). But no, I can't be a normal person. I just have to have a slight case of insomnia tonight of all nights. Damn, I really hate when I have all kinds of thoughts racing through my head, and I can't do anything. I could barely focus on my favorite TV show, "Parenthood." What kind of troubling thoughts are racing through my mind, one might be wondering? Well, just about my life at the moment.
Have you ever been zoning out, then all of the sudden, just think about where you're going with life; or if the path you are following, is truly the one you want to go down? Well I have; and that's what is exactly happening to me right now.
I'm contemplating my major in college. I started out with music education, but now I'm thinking otherwise. Now don't get me wrong, I still love music with a passion, but with my current major, one has to practice their instrument a butt-ton; and I just don't love playing my instrument as much as I use to. Which got me thinking, "How am I to be a great band director, if don't love playing my instrument?"
Hence why I'm thinking about switching my major. Which also got me thinking about how I have to talk to my parents about this entire thing; and can I just say that I am a major wreck over this. I have no idea how they will react, but what I do hope is that they'll support me either way, (which they normally do).
What am I thinking about my new major being? Well, that's a good question; I've toyed with the idea of journalism, something to do with fashion, or a wedding planner. But as of right now, all I know is that I want to finish off my generals.
So, I'll finish with this, don't ever settle for something until you're 110% that, that is one thing that you want to do. Also, if you ever have these random thoughts going through your head, try to have them earlier in the day, and not late in the evening; that way you can get some sleep. Good night to whomever is reading this (if anyone is) and sweet dreams.
